hunger makes me a modern girl

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An eating disorder perpetuated; I have an educated understanding of my symptomatic behaviors & recognize that this outlet has not been ideal.

Early twenties, vegetarian, ed-nos, diagnosed with bulimia at 17 & again at 22, onset at 14, highest known weight 165lbs at 11.

I have been a part of both group & individual therapy in the past; currently going (comparatively) strong with recovery. Looking for friendly companions, always.

Last purge 12/31/11, last binge 03/03/12, last fast 08/31/11, last laxative intake 05/11/12.

stats; photos; notes to self; playlist

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waiting to leave to catch my midnight busride

— 13 hours ago

actegratuit:

Octopus chandeliers by Adam Wallacavage

(via deathfromabove1991)

— 1 day ago with 10519 notes
Also::::

150 days purge-free. Took me ten years to get this far.

— 1 day ago with 2 notes
#eating disorder  #ed  #ednos  #bulimia  #bulimia nervosa  #purging 

I’ll be gone for a handful of days… Hopefully I’ll come back five pounds lighter.

— 1 day ago
#eating disorder  #relapse  #ed  #ednos  #mental illness  #weight